Going Crazy

Is it wrong that I feel like I’m dying inside, even though my life is okay? I mean, my parents aren’t split up, nobody died, we’re not broke… yet I frequently shut myself in the closet, cry until I can’t, and inflict pain on myself. I feel like I’m insane, like maybe there’s a screw […]

The Crime of Illness in a New Age Family

While terms like “transformative,” “integral,” and “evolutionary” now prevail, in the 1970s and ’80s, and a while in the ’90s, “New Age” and “New Thought” were the common terms and many said them without scorn. My father wouldn’t have called himself New Age because of the associations with going feral, having wild fun, wearing non-traditional […]

You Can’t Go Home Again

This is something that I’ve struggled with my whole adult life. Life has a way of beating you down, robbing you of joy and warmth. It takes a great deal of strength and work to stay positive and stave off the constant onslaught of negativity that tries to enter our lives and minds from every […]

Why is it So Difficult?

Everyone and Everything around me seems to be all good.. Everything is just as it should be.. still my mind is not under control.. Sort of storming is going on.. I find myself in a Whirlpool struggling endlessly but destined to drown. The decision of seeking a path to get out of it or just […]