i made a vow when i turned thirteen that i’d die when i choked on gasoline i would burn all the ashes of this nightmare and pretend that nobody would care maybe that last bit still rings true when matches strike and light up the issue showing the truth of life’s true fixture everyone loves […]

Running from Reality

I cannot stop running from reality, Being the coward I know I am. But the fact remains to be that one day I will tire and collapse to my knees, my legs bloodied and bruised from its relentless pounding against the bare cement, my eyes swollen and watering from the harsh winds battering them, my […]

Fading Recollection

We sit, you stare at me but see nobody “What a beautiful girl, who are you, dear?” I crack a broken smile: “It’s me, sweet grandma.” You blink bewildered, your thoughts unclear The clock keeps on ticking, never once tiring You feel lost, nothing belongs, all pass from sight Your jigsaw mind slips into oblivion, […]


i go to work everyday, no one to tell how it went, because i am all alone i watch the funniest show, no one to tell how it goes, because i am all alone every time i try, to bond with every person who walks by, but… i am all alone eating my favorite food, […]

Blame and Remember

You took it from me The only thing that was keeping me sane They say forgive and forget But how can I forgive and forget When my heart feels as if it has been carved out of its place And it’s been replaced with a vast and dense stone Tell me how can I forgive […]


Screaming alerted me to the peril Flashing red lights led me inside the white coffin Scared, bewildered, confused we waited… Waited for your eyes to open for your smile for your touch, for your love 9 days I waited… Somber-faced the white devil said…5 minutes till the end 12 hours I waited when they declared: […]

Silver Medal

Jealousy has green eyes like Amanda Has green eyes. It eats away at me as the Hodgkin’s eats away at you. As always, we are co-dependent, in health and in sickness, in love and Infidelity. Will it be your family by your literal and metaphorical bedside at the end, Or her? While you bear the […]


While flying over a winding mountain road one day, I notice a car moving slowly. Impatiently the driver behind them pulls out of his lane, coming to a bend in the road not seeing clearly around it. An oncoming truck approaches the bend. There is no way to warn the car he will be hit. […]

Mary’s Christmas

Once upon a midnight clear, when the cold, cozy breeze consumed December’s time. There was a child so dear, her lovely hums I hear, like a kid given a hundred dime, Walking along the sidewalk made with bricks, hopping merrily, with an ice bag full of candies in her hand “Hello Mary, you’re up so […]

Maybe Tomorrow

Today is the day I will make it Take a step forward I can hear my heartbeat I can hear my heart beat Take a step forward I will make it Today is the day 1 Views AlayneL